Saturday, February 26, 2005
camp
Helllloo
I’ve just come home from camp and im proud to say that I survived!! Apart from a little heat rash, im actually not too bad of an outdoor person! Seriously.lol. I even did stuff that most people couldn’t do and that’s rockin! There was tons of things to do and I daresay its prolly the best camp ive ever been to. I mean, the food was pretty good and decent and it was fairly clean and we got tons and tons of freedom! No curfews or anything which rocked too! Made new friends and had endless laughs and now ive lost my voice.so I sound like a man!no wait…prettyboy right trish! Hahaahah.and yes, I do have eyecandy.hahaah. but we all know that he’ll never like me yes? Haha so I’ll just keep staring at him.hahaahah. anyway.i cant really write down how awesome camp has been.but friendships were forged and laughs were shared and tears too..from the overload of laughing. Lol. And I loved it! Now I just wanna kill the damn heat rash.but its subsiding.so it shld be fine! Hongponghong!! Lalala…trish:yes, the second one is cuter..but the first one is not too shabby too.lol.
twisted taste: the choc muffins i baked with CHOC ICING!
Mood music: nothing
*shy that way
Friday, February 18, 2005
melbyyyyy
hello!!!!
guess who's back...back again!
ME!!
haha, okay trish will just say im hyper again. oh well, school started yesterday.. and i realized theyre a number of crescent people in trinity too. whether or not its a good thing, will be left up to your imagination...lalala..
anyway! i made new friends and its great! im exhausted now..coz im busy packing my stuff to move to the two room aprtment on monday. so yeah!i'll update you further when im able to catch my breath.
anyway, trish if you read this..i hope you're feeling in a better mood. *hug* take care! see you on tuesdayy! im so glad we're in the same camp.hahaha. with timmyyyy!
twisted taste: chicken and mushrooms
Mood music: you're so last summer by tbs
*shy that way
Sunday, February 13, 2005
gift-wrapped guilt trip kisses
HELLO! i'm dead tired.haha i woke up at 9 to realize i have to begin cooking the ngoh hiang. and luckily, everyone liked what i cooked! including the kong bak pau. haha, please let this be a sign of things to come! my whole family came over for lunch today, and it was rowdy dowdy! and mighty fun, i got pretty upset during the middle because i realize i'd be missing them terrriiibbblllyy much, but then i went out to meet nisa and CHEERED UP INSTANTLY. thanks nisa, alotalotalot. you and your whole family are the best! i love you guys and i'll see you in dec yesyesyes? hehe, more fried rice!! and marblyyyy marble cake. yesyes?? haha *hug* you're my bestest bestie in the whole wide whaley world!
so much loveeee to spread!!! who the hell cares about valentines day when i love you guys everysingleday! hehe, so *raises glass* EFF VALENTINE 'S DAY!! hehe.
i dont wanna waste my time, become another victim of your conformity.hehe
twisted taste: keropok!
Mood music: daddys little defect by sugarcult
*shy that way
baah.sleepy
my eyes are closing and i'm really tired. i can predict what i'll write in this entry will be gibberish, but i dont care. i'm all alone now and bored and alone. did i mention that already? trish! i wish so much you'd just stay online all day.
dont close... i'm far to sleepy to go on. this will probably be my last post in this country. or second last perhaps.
twisted taste: waterrrrr
Mood music: you're so last summer by taking back sunday
*shy that way
Saturday, February 12, 2005
more just in cases
more people to say thanks to before i leave.
jolynnnn!
thanks for everything! for always being the great friend that you are and all the peanut butter m&ms..i stillowe you junkfoood dont i? haha, im really glad you got into rj and you're having fun now.so i hope you'll remain in rj and rock the place!=).. shopping with you is greaaaat fun and i wouldn't trade all the laughter we've had for anything else. haha, technically we ought to thank nelson for all the funtimes we've had but..since he's always so mean we shan't bother.hahah. so til the next time i see you, keeeep smiling and we'll shopppp til we drop again! and this time, we dont have to worry about being late for tuition! hehe.
heyy tristan!
I know i always say tons of thankyous after you've cheered me up and help me sort out my screwed up problems but i'll say somemore! THANKS FOR EVERYTHING.haha we've been friends for like 4 years? hahaha! you're kinda like a brother to me coz you're always there when i need sorting out and need a kick in my head to wake up or to do something about my stupid situations. i owe you cookies dont i? i told you i dont resort to bribery but hell, i'll meet you the next time i'm back and then pass them to you. lol, i promise you won't die. i hope your results get better and you get the hang of your subjects soon! then you wont have your internet access times limited and you can play your weird computer games all day long. takeeecarrreeeeee!
alexchoooo!
haha hello!! we dont hangout much anymore (actually we never really hungout much in the first place) and i dont call you much anymore but when i do we have a laugh and a half at the spastic things in life and your extremely 'cold' jokes. as you put it. hahaha so thanks for all the extra laughter in my life and i can never watch white chicks without being reminded of you! hahah.
lets go shopppinnnggg! you should huh, one day.hahaha up for armani exchange? lol. anyways, be nice to your sister and stop bullying her! haha, i'll catch up with you sooon!=)
meow (szeyen)!!!
hey girlieeee. you save-the-earth-crazy girl! haha, i have so much junk to talk to you about, the most retarded frivolous things in the world like baby penguins and my save the cows campaign yea? haha, i have to thank you, honestly, for making me more 'into' saving the world that the humans are helping destroy. your enthusiam seems to get to everyone! haha i'll nevereverever forget the laughs we had in class, like when mr gao came into class that one time and i began laughing hysterically. or when laoshi lost her voice from eating too many pineapple tarts! and ms lee's dramatic & verrry entertaining english lessons! i loved school a whole lot more because i got to sit next to you in class! hahah, so thanks! and thanks for always believing in me, no matter how insanely warped my goals get. maybe we'll have our coo-keeeee shoppe one day.and that international dessert restaurant thingy. remember: you manage, i'll cook. lol. oh and write in the foooodieblog okay! snail mail meee lots!
shelleeeee
heyy babe! i dont know if you'll get to read this or not but im just going to write it anyway! you've been a good friend and despite all the shit we've gone through we're still close yea? hehe, thanks for everything, like the help you gave me with literature (god, i hate writing those introductions) and with history! oh not forgetting your forte subject, chemistry!!! you know, i still dont know what you intend to study in the uni but whatever it is, i wish you lucccckkk, not that you'll need it because you study wayyy harder than me anyday man! haha. everytime i go to pjc i always see you, without fail. and it's a good thing so i can see how you're doing! lol, and since some food reminds ome of certain people, i'll tell you that bananamuffins remind me of you! ahah and all the food we used to eat in the canteen! oh, and your fruit obsession...maybe thats why your skin is so nice! until i see you again, play goooood touch rugby and ace the exams okiedokie?*hug*
twisted taste: this pork thing im cooking
Mood music: in too deep-sum41
*shy that way
Friday, February 11, 2005
justincase
hello! JUST IN CASE i dont get to say bye to trish, i'm going to say it here:
HEY TRISHFISSSHYYY!
have a safesafesafe trip and dont cry too much, or miss your brother and ME (yes, me) too much. you're not going to timbuktu so the internet's always available, at most just use it at a internet cafe! Dont miss your bed or pillow or blanky too much because you'll be back home before you know it and if you realllyyy miss them too much, just call.haha! i'll be joining you soon so dont fret while you're alone there first. your dad's with you so you'll feel less homesick and listen to CAUGHT UP BY USHER and his white bata shoes if you feeel the need to cheeeeerrupppp! haha, think of all the things we can do in australia like snowboarding! and die in the tram station with all the pigeons hovering around, waiting for our impending death.lol. Do eat lots of junk before school starts, coz after that you've gotta be healthy and TAKECARE of yourself. oh, while you're out eating junk, remember the GELATO (and our future jobs there, lol) and chicken schnitzel! oh god, i betcha loovvveeeeeeeee it! and til feb 14th, when i arrive, be good! and dont go talking to any cute guy you see allright. hehe, love ya babe!
zhui cool larr.
HEY NISAAAAA!
hellooooooo. heheh, dont worry, i didn't forget about you! i'll miss you and your funny chicken rice-loving, roxy-liking, boy-CRAZYY, yongtaufoo-mad, self! DONT CRY ON FEB 14TH.actually, that's asking for the world, haha coz knowing you, you'll probably make me cry even if i try not to. I'll never forget all the things we've gone through and the crazy david-looking days.
where's davidddd? we should seriously get round to recording that song for real and not with us laughing and laughing into the mic, its TRES embarrassing. haha, we've got so many memories that i dont know where to start. from BC, to smashhit's mag, to crezawards, to fighting (yes, we had our fair share) and of course, the times where we'd hangout at each other's place and bake no-fail brownies yes? *hug* dont fret everytime you feel lost, coz you aren't, you've just gotta believe a little more and stop thinking about taking the easy way out ok? sometimes it drives me mad thinking about how you could want to end a life that's got so much potential.really, i know sometimes i get very mean and fierce but it's just because im trying to whack the idea of making the best of your situation, into your head. anyway, while i'm gone, WRITE IN THE BOOK and be good ok. dont smoke when you turn 18, though i know you def will. but dont make your lungs black and your face ugly and deformed. hehe. i'll miss you! so here's a 1000hugs to last til dec! takecare babe!
jello sandhyaaaa!
we didn't get to hangout as often as we'd like but i'm surprised and glad that we've remained closecloseclose friends even after our bitchfights and being in different schools and having totally different lives. lol, i know you'll miss smashing chocolate in my face and laughing at my sometimes-incapable-of-thinking-straight ways but i promise i'll be bouncing back before you know it.hahaha. lalalaaa! i hope you have a great halloweeen this year since we missed it last year! EAT MORE CANDY FOR ME ok? and scare more little kiddies for me. hehe! we'll walk around orchard road with our santa hats and reindeer antlers in christmas! deal? til then, be goooooood! and stop smashing chocolate into people's faces!
awww, i'm going to be so bored while trish is gone... coz only the both of us have the ability to talk about rubbish (like usher and his bata shoes) ! and talk about junk til 12.30 at night, then later text each other and say 'i cant sleeeep'. anyway, i'll be seeeing her for the rest of the year, and i hope i dont get sick of her by then.hahaha, i'm joking!
cny was awesome, i had tons of fun and i actually learnt how to play daidee! and recall bridge. haha, so im really bad at it, but at least i know how to play. My cousins find me absolutely amazing for not knowing how to play daidee, then have all the 2's but still lose. i told my mother my notion, about me being born good and therfore not even having the ability to win a card game, which could lead to gambling. eat that. til feb 14th, it's just more packing and more fretting! til then, ttfn...
twisted taste: nothing
Mood music:the first song off jojo's album
*shy that way
Wednesday, February 09, 2005
jokes
let me tell you a joke.
A successful farmer died and left the lot to his wife who was determined to keep the farm but decided that she would need help. She put an ad in the paper and two guys applied - one guy was a drunk and the other was gay.
Finally she decided to hire the gay guy thinking it would be safer to have him around than the drunk. The gay guy really proved himself to be a hard worker and knew a lot about farming - the stock, fencing and the Native Vegetation Act 2003.
One day the widow said to him, "You have worked hard over the past months so go to town and have yourself a good time. So off he went to town and later that night when he returned at three in the morning, he found the widow sitting in the lounge room waiting for him.
Quietly she called him to her and said "Unbutton my blouse and take it off."
Trembling, he did as she asked.
"Take off my boots." He did as she asked ever so slowly.
"Take off my skirt." He undid the buttons and slowly undid the zipper looking her in the eyes the whole time.
"Now," she said," remove my bra."
Again he did as he was told.
"Take off my knickers"
He hooked his thumbs in the elastic and slid them down to the floor.
Then the woman looked him in the eye and said," If you ever wear my clothes to town again, you're fired!
lol, now THAT'S funny isn't it? hehe
i'm excited about tomorrow, which technically comes in a few minute's time. wheee! the bestest time would be the lunar new year where everyone comes together to eat and go insane! nothing could be funner. The reunion dinner was good, apart from the 45-min waiting time, which drove me to the brink of starvation, and also the long time inbetween each dish. but the food tasted goood! then we walked around chinatown but as you'd expect, it was crazy crowded! so we settled with having cake and coffee at secret recipe! it was awesome fun, i miss my grandpa though.
i hope you liked the chicken pau!
twisted taste: choc fudge cake from secret recipe
Mood music: nothing
*shy that way
Tuesday, February 08, 2005
oooh, this girl is beat! 32 laps and i'm half dead now. I feel accomplished but i'm reaaalllly sleeeeepy. haha, im excited that i'm going back to school tomorrow.whooHooo!!
i'll blog later.hehe
twisted taste: nothing
Mood music: another perfect day
*shy that way
Sunday, February 06, 2005
taste
what makes you think that i'm going to there?
so what if i'm bent on giving you a taste of your own medicine?
you asked for it.
twisted taste: nth
Mood music: nth
*shy that way
real
i have no idea why im stuffing cookies down my throat when im usually a very disciplined person. maybe it's how annoyed i am with valentines day. yup, that must be it.
lets see, valentines day to me, isn't one day where you show the person you love, how much you love them, because it was meant to be shown everyday. but whatever, maybe i'm just bitter.
anyway, i see no reason why this year's valentines day should be any different from previous years. i'll just be on a plane for half the day, making my way to my life waiting in australia. i'm weirdly contented now and i've always been fine being alone, what makes this time any different? yup!=)
i've got a week left...7 days.
twisted taste: almond cookies that im stuffing into my mouth
Mood music:real-plumb
*shy that way
Saturday, February 05, 2005
itch
I AM SO EFFING BORED. bored bored bored bored bored. then again, i should blame myself for i have no intentions whatsoever to go out! therefore, i'm partially to blame. i blame the rest, on the weather. i wish it'd snow. snowsnowsnowSNOWWW. 9 more days left. i want it to come faster, im getting bored with this life hehe, but then i'm lazy to go through change. ta-da! indecisiveness kills.
til then, tooodles!
twisted taste: nothing
Mood music: why can't i-liz phair
*shy that way
why can't i
why can't i breathe whenever i think about you
why can't i speak whenever i talk about you
i've only got barely more than a week left here and i suddenly don't feel like going very much. yes, i want to, new life new so many things! but i like being at home, with my mom and being dependent. haha, what a dumb excuse.
i'm currently into plumb and liz phair. they're awesome music-makers! i think i shall get their cds in australia, if i manage to save enough cash. because they dont have their cds here! talk about SAD. anyway, it's a bit too early for me to blog about anything, like dajie says, it takes awhile for my brain to warm up. mines been warming up since 9.15, and it's still as dead as ever! lol, maybe homework did have some perks afterall.
still waitinggg...
twisted taste: nasi lemak which is wayyy too spicy
Mood music: why can't i -liz phair
*shy that way
Friday, February 04, 2005
what i understand
oh god, here it goes again, that stupid constant yearning and craving
like an addiction that won't go away
i thought i got rid of it,
then you came along.
twisted taste: almond cookies
Mood music: i love you-martina mcbride
*shy that way
losing all of my defenses
remember when i said i suddenly found myself emotional baggage? well it's not very good but i can't help it. for now, i'll be grinning about it, later on, lets just say...i'll probably be crying over it. anyway! yesterday i went to the gym with my sister. St gregory's spa thingy, at novena. i got a pleasant surprise on my way there! i saw my old primary school teacher. ms lim! she's really funny. she was like the last time i remember you were this big! (makes a hand gesture showing i was fat) then now she said i was slim.hahaha! i was pretty embarrassed but it was funny at the same time. okay moving on to the spa, it was awesome! since it was a weekday and during noon, there were like 2 or 3 people only, and no one at the pool, so i felt like i owned it! then i was swimming and then making my way to the hammock and enjoying the view 8 floors up. the wind was amazing and it felt so freeing. for a moment, i felt nothing mattered, my blind was blank.
then i got my hair cut! oh wait, not before i ate CHICKEN RICE at the foodcourt. my hair's really choppy now, and i'm not used to it yet. so until i'm used to it, i'll clip it up with my flower hairclip.
i'm the most depressed person now! i just realized that there's a tear in my new tee! its NEW! and EXPENSIVE! i feel so cheated and dumb. it looks like someone bit it off, but its impossible. this is baddd
twisted taste: nothing
Mood music: a very last moment in time-lindsay lohan
*shy that way
Thursday, February 03, 2005
upset
everyone's upset.
including me.
tell me if we belong together,
dress it up with the trappings of love.
twisted taste: nothing
Mood music: i'll be-edwin mccain
*shy that way
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
sponges
i swear this has to be the best week yet! firstly, like i mentioned, i managed to get a deeep slumber last night and it was good! i feel refreshed! and then today! i realized i lost weight (because my cords were loose) and then i FINALLY after one year of trying, MANAGED TO BAKE A SPONGE CAKE! that included milk in the ingredients. if you've known me long enough, you'll know that i have NO luck with milk and it always screws up whatever i bake and it gets all coagulated and disgusting, seriously.but nooo, now, this sponge is LIGHT and FLUFFY and the vanilla taste and butter is a tad too strong but hey! THE TEXTURE IS SOO AWESOME! hehehe, oh god, my cheshire cat smile is even wider now. hehe, so all i have left to do is whipped the cream with icing sugar and slice the strawberries. oooohlala, this is mucho fab! je suis tres heuruex!
You are driving me out of my mind
'Cause you take me everywhere but out at night
What more do you need for me to get with you
twisted taste: sponge cake (that i baked!)
Mood music: lovers and friends by l'il jon
*shy that way
happy
hehehe, im grinning from ear to ear like a silly cheshire cat. i dont think i've ever spoken to someone on msn for 2 and a half hours nonstop.lol anyways, no complaints here. then after, i slept right through the night and woke up at 11. yay! sleeping problem=cured. tres bon. i was getting seriously sleepy and worn out.
i'm starting to miss school again. i miss siti and the whole bunch of them.lol, the way they'd always buy food from mobil during lunch and have a pig out fest.and then there's meow and the whole gang who'd be discussing things like uni, SHAVING and cute guys. hahaha. then candy and the others would get konglam to buy them food from maccas before she comes to school, since she usually comes during recess.haha. very interesting. we weren't exactly the most united class but we tried to get along.and trying was all that mattered. i like my class and all it's weird antics and funny ways. lol. it was a good year-2004.
twisted taste: nasi lemak.
Mood music: ride with me -Nelly
*shy that way
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
magnet
Is it gravity, chemistry, physically pulling me
What could it be boy
Cause I'm so drawn to you
Like a fool
I keep coming back, it's true
I can't stand it
You're like a magnet.
You're like a magnet.
this is so not working out. I sleep at 3am then wake up at 8.30. which part of this makes sense? i'm sleeepy, but i can't get to sleep. mainly because my stomach keeps giving me these spasms of pain, like gastric. and then my heart beats really fast for no apprent reason. maybe there is a reason but i've yet to find out. lol. i might get a heart attack! everytime i try to fall asleep, it beats faster and faster. (grumbles) this really isn't working out is it?
twisted taste: noodles
Mood music: gone-kelly clarkson
*shy that way
speeaaakk
today was good fun, and! i got my errands done.whoopdeedoo, that rhymed. oh well, vic has done it again! she has found herself emotional baggage.haha, which part of this surprises you? anyway, went swimming today and then ate icecream so that kinda cancels each other out. back to square one now aren't we? oh well, i fell asleep after nisa left, seeing that i woke up at 8 when i slept at 1 something last night. missed 4 calls from an unknown stranger..sorry unknown stranger...whoever you are.
watched cinderella story again, part of me wishes i could have a happy ending like that. then again, i should jsut be contented and happy since i am very blessed. lol.
do you see me?
do you feel me like i feel you?
twisted taste: rock melon
Mood music:desperately-michelle branch
*shy that way
