Friday, July 29, 2005
if there's one happy song you need to listen to, it's AWAY by me and mich. ahahah okay, ego aside, i really like it tho. it's one of those, 'sit in the playground and listening and swing on the swings and laugh at absolutely nothing at all'. yeap.one of those=).
*chorusAway away
Let the rainbows shine
Just a little more baby
And you'll be mine
I'm smiling for no reason right now
Childhood fairytales circling round and round
Right past yesterdays
Someway, somehow
The sunshine's as far as this goes
*chorus
No I can't turn back
We know too much to let this go
So away away, we'll both go
Rainbows shine brighter than we'll ever know
Just a little big baby
And then we'll both find
Away, away
And you'll be minetwisted taste: apple juice
Mood music: away- mich and vicc
*shy that way
Sunday, July 24, 2005
let me rest in pieces
look at me, my depth perception must be off againyou got much closer than i thought u didwould you find it in your heart to make this go awayand let me rest in pieces.ohmaaan. it's sunday again. weeks fly by faster than i ever imagined. it's been 2 weeks that i was homealone, and now i'm accompanied by my sister again. not that i'm complaining-i'm just using it as evidence of how fast time flies. anyways! you know, i'm pretty much getting over it very well. i mean it's inevitable to fall again sometimes and realize it's easier just accepting it and NOT get over it. but i'm not like that. i don't think i can live with knowing that i'm stuck as someone's tool for flattery and always being there when it's just a one-way thing. come on-get real. i doubt anyone can do that! so yes, i WILL and MUST be over it soon. let's see. it's been 6 months. That's as much flattery as i can give.=)
anyway! i'm pretty much quite sure i'm giving up maths 1a. you can't say i haven't tried-because i have! i just don't have to patience to anymore. =) yayy. no more tears over maaaths! hopefully anyways.=)
so anyone have an idea for a magazine article?
twisted taste: toast with butter and marmalade
Mood music:rest in pieces by saliva
*shy that way
Thursday, July 21, 2005
affected
you piss me off.
cvould you please pretty please get over yourself?
twisted taste: snakata
Mood music:snow on the sahara- anggun
*shy that way
Sunday, July 17, 2005
hello! vintage shopping was a.w.e.s.o.m.e! i LOVE IT. i feel soooo accomplished together with the fact thati just vacuumed the whole house. =) everythings sooo..clean now.
anyway thats besides the point. the point is i am SO affected. affected is just a word. i can't even begin to explain how affected i am. that isn't the best thing exactly but then again, blogs hurt people. i mean, i bet you've seen tons of mean things said on blogs, specifically directed at you/someone else and the worst part is, you think that you're being so diplomatic about not saying how you truly feel in your friend's face but by writing it down in your blog. thinking no one would see it, worse still, KNOWING the person would very well see it and whoohoo-mission accomplished. you've managed to rip your friend's heart into pieces.
how mature=)don't even get me started on how blogs are used as weapons of destruction or possibly a veryveryvery effective cry for attention. then you're thinking. 'oh geeez, look who's talking, you freaking have a blog TOO!' but! i don't use it to HURT PEOPLE.and say things like.. blahblah you're A SHIT FRIEND! hahaha. okay i haven't seen anyone actually say that but yeah. you get my point. anywho, blogs were suppose to connect people.
isn't it ironic dontcha think?twisted taste: chicken sandwich
Mood music:so yesterday- hilary duff
*shy that way
cold much?
we have (almost) officially settled on our song! heheeh. delle stayed over last night and mich came this morning. we're all set! yeaaah!=)
im freezing cold now. and im waiting for delle to get out of the shower so we can wach global heresy. love that show! and im totally psyched about tomorrowww!!!i WILL update you on the brilliant-ness of vintage world! my heart is jumping mad just thinking about it. whooohooo! and plus the entire tub of icecream waiting for me in the freeeezer. we (mich, me and delle) have alr wolfed down a tub. hehhh. awesome huh.
anyways! my fingers are frozen! so...i'm going to warm up...see you!=)
twisted taste: jelllyyy
Mood music: some techno nonsense on the radio
*shy that way
Friday, July 15, 2005
i don't like you
5 things that piss me off real bad.
1) people being a jerk. i mean, what is it about being insincere and a total idiot when the offer was made by you first. i WAS doing YOU a fucking favour. ohwait i forgot. jellywish dont have SPINES.
2)broken promises and false okays. 'nuff said.
3)not saying hi. excuseeee me, before you became miss-i-am-so-cool-because-i-have-a-stick-up-my-ugly-ass, we were FRIENDS. so what, now that you're in trinity you can act like some stuckup bitch? what, you think it's proof of your intelligence and popularity. think again much? two can play the 'lets ignore each other coz i'm pretending i don't know you' game.
4)being so childish. debates in class REMAIN in class. can you understand that or is the sound of your amaaazing voice affecting your hearing?
5)whining. i KNOW things get stuff but everyone deals with it. you weren't given a special dose of torture. so if you can't deal with it, get help.don't wrap yourself up in your own selfpity. friends are here to HELP-not to abuse.
phew, now that THAT'S off my chest. i'm going to do maths and be a geek all over again. maths cheers me up.
twisted taste: apple and cinnamon cake!!! courtesy of mich's mommmyy!
Mood music: i dont really like you -skye sweetnam
*shy that way
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
fallen through
Said you'd always be therebut you never really cared.fallen throughwhy did i fall for you?back in melb. had the most horrible plane ride of my life. Like..TERRIBLE terribleterrible. i threw up twice..and i shant go on. i will save you the details!=)
it's good seeing everyone again..well, most of them anyways. except maybe the chimneys. do you think if i duck, we'll never meet? haha, i know i won't. oh well.=)
i'm tired. and ive got housework to dol.and i'm stressed over my horribly horrible HOI essay score and even worse eap essay grade...can't i crawl into a hole?
do the unexpected or you'll never knowtwisted taste: chris's mom's cupcakes!
Mood music: fallen through-skye sweetnam
*shy that way
Saturday, July 09, 2005
get out
Everybody go
The party's over
I want to be alone in my head
In my bed tonight
You never show
You must really love her
You think I don't know
But I do, yeah it's true
I think over is over
I'm right back where I started
(when it comes to wanting you)
I can't have what I wanted
-fools like me by lisa loeb
ahhhhh...i don't think going back to melb is such a bad thing. BECAUSE.i miss my hottyssss so damn mucch!=(i miss twisssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!i miss micccccccccccccchhhhhhhh!!!i miss dellllllleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!okay i dont miss josh that much because i saw him yesterday. BUT I MISS THEM ALL! =(and who cares about stupid annoying people who can't make up their DAMN MIND. or even if they have. WHO CAN'T TELL ME WHAT'S THEIR DAMN DECISION!=)here.takethatyoudugonggg.
twisted taste: dumpling
Mood music:tangled up in me by skye sweetnam
*shy that way
Friday, July 08, 2005
Everybody go The party's over I want to be alone in my head In my bed tonight You never show You must really love her You think I don't know But I do, yeah it's true I think over is over I'm right back where I started (when it comes to wanting you) I can't have what I wanted -fools like me by lisa loeb
ahhhhh...i don't think going back to melb is such a bad thing. BECAUSE.i miss my hottyssss so damn mucch!=(
i miss twisssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
i miss micccccccccccccchhhhhhhh!!!
i miss dellllllleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!
okay i dont miss josh that much because i saw him yesterday. BUT I MISS THEM ALL! =(
and who cares about stupid annoying people who can't make up their DAMN MIND. or even if they have. WHO CAN'T TELL ME WHAT'S THEIR DAMN DECISION!=)
here.
takethatyoudugonggg.twisted taste: nothingg
Mood music: nothingg
*shy that way
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
unpopular
Three important rules for breaking upDon't put off breaking up when you know you want toProlonging the situation only makes it worseTell him honestly, simply, kindly, but firmlyDon't make a big productionDon't make up an elaborate storyThis will help you avoid a big tear jerking sceneIf you wanna date other people say soBe prepared for the boy to feel hurt and rejectedEven if you've gone together for only a short time,And haven't been too serious,There's still a feeling of rejectionWhen someone says she preferres the company of othersTo your exclusive company,But if you're honest, and direct,And avoid making a flowery emotional speech when you brake the news,The boy will respect you for your frankness,And honestly he'll apeciate the kind of straight foward mannerIn which you told him your decisionUnless he's a real jerk or a cry baby you will remain friends.Being a girl, equates to having to ride a wave every month yes. WELL.i think i'm pmsing.hahaha. okay, believe it or not. whatever. anyways.
this is a whole lot harder than i thought. WHY WAS KILLING THE WABBIT SO EASY? i mean, why can't it always be that simple? whywhywhywhy. gah! ahhh! *goes ballistic* i wish you weren't nice, it would be a WHOLE lot EASIER...forget it. and i just cant bring myself to ignore you! when i know i should if i want to get through. hahaha. geeez, who am i kidding?
twisted taste: pear
Mood music: hands down-dashboard confessional
*shy that way
boredommm
hello world!
hahah, liz is bacck from thailand.hahaha. HELLLO LIZ! haha.wednesdays are our days...but since i haven't seen liz for superdoooper long, i miss her!=)sooo we're gonna hang on thurs.whoopdeedoo.
rights. and.im now in JB. just visited my gramps. theyre super cute! esp my grandfather.hahaha. hes just super cute. =) i just wish i had more to say to him. sigh.anyways. i think he KNOWS i love him.so gooodie=) and i love my grandma too!tonstonstons.=)
anywho...because of yesterday, now the 'buried myself alive' is STUCK in my head. thanks ALOT ryan.=P and the worse thing is.i only KNOW ONE LINE. i sound like a bloody broken record in my head. i shouldd...do myself a favour anddd...find out the rest of the lyrics! hahaha. and i can never look at anthem of our dying day the same...ever.
my mom's computer is totally outdated! heh, i cant install msn 7.and msn 6.1 is NOT functioning hey. oh well i might just blog a superdooper long entry and ramble.i'm bored.
oh yea! i saw korkor adrian just now! super awesome seeing him again! i miss my cousins though we weren't close before and our ages are so far apart. it's so odd how like, being far apart makes us closer. well it doesn't ALWAYS work that way but it USUALLY does anyway. i don't want to go back to melbourne all alone! my mom is freaking me out about the whole taking a cab alone at midnight in australia thing. i mean-i thought it'd be fine, but seems so unsafe now. but i don't have a choice do i! and i'll be on the plane alone so that sucks since i'll probably be crying like a big baby. oh maybe i won't. it's not like i'm not looking forward to melb hey?
well, not the essays really, just my friends! you know-lit lessons with mich & the skittles. maths tut-where i fall asleep and tricia just laughs at me IF i drool. lit lec with adelle and how i'm always late coz i just HAVE to go by tin alley so she saves a seat for me and then me & tim start doodling all over roy's A4 paper. mnc lec with mich,liz and ry and liz's freddo and ribena then trying so hard to keep quiet during lec coz ron gets cranky. hehhh...and bio lec with josh! where we take turns falling asleep and helping the other copy notes.hahah. see! school is fun.=)and.who in the world can forget drama. hah *please note sarcasm*...fine, drama IS pretty fun afterall i guess.
and of course...tuesday-The O.C days. and wednesdays-food tv days.=) and the super nice shows on sunday nights.
craaap. i missed 11.11 AGAIN. but my wishes never come true anyways...and! josh lied! he told me that if i caught a falling leaf, i could make a wish and it'd come true. well FYI Josh! IT DIDNT! =( you owe me.
twisted taste: rice dumplings! wheee...
Mood music: fast cars-tracy chapman
*shy that way
Monday, July 04, 2005
sour cherries
i am D.R.A.I.N.E.D. hahha. totally burned out-sleeeeepy. i had NO idea upper bukit timah was so far.hahaah. i know-i am geography challenged. anyways, it was funny & cool listening to brian and ry play the guitar. They're aweeesomely good.=)
and omg, after ALL THAT WALKING...i am going to sleep like a pig tonight! yay, and not wake up til 11. hahaha. I WISH. i'm not sure if i'm going to JB tmr.i really want to go to f.o.s and visit my grandparents! hmmm.
anyways. okay this is a superdooper short entry.i'm tireddd.
twisted taste: sourcherriesgummies from m&s
Mood music: another day in paradise-brandy
*shy that way
Saturday, July 02, 2005
LETS DO MORE QUOTES.=)
vic says:
i just want to use the heated poool*say what you want cos your words dont mean a thing. says:
i put a candle under a tub for you larvic says:
BUT.
vic says:
ur tub long enough MEH*say what you want cos your words dont mean a thing. says:
you swim on the same spot larin all hilarity. Dont you just love stupid yet incredibly funny quotes!=) speaking of swimming on the same spot. reminds me those mechanical frogs, with the moveable limbs that swim in your tub, and they keeeeep going even when theyre at the edge and banging their mechanical heads on the bathtub wall.
very funny twish.i had a super yum lunch at Marriot hotel's cafe, because the chinese restaurant was full, and we were too hungry to wait around. i had chicken skewers (otherwise very much like SATAY) but alot more meaty with lemongrass on a lemongrass skewer. served with herbed mashed potatoes, with sliced carrots and cucumber. Mango coulis drizzled over the whole ensemble with mango salad at the side. yumm!=)
dont you just LOVE FOOD!?
twisted taste: lunchhh. chicken skewers with lemongrass and mango coulis.
Mood music: independent women-destinys child
*shy that way
Friday, July 01, 2005
sleepy
*so fall asleep tonight cos that makes you closer to me. says:
fantong just sits there like some shop display looking good but actually useless*so fall asleep tonight cos that makes you closer to me. says:
and no one wants to buyhahaha. quote of the day from tricia (yes babe, you're being FEATURED!).=)...inside jokes are so fun! oh...another one from SINDHU!
'oooh...you dig glasses...I dig asses'*dies laughing* We were talking about guys, and i said eminem looked cuter with his specs on. well, apprently sin likes butts...but THAT sorta came out all wrong. we laughed til our ears turned red. i will never forget Thai Express. or NYDC.
today was bestie day.and all i can remember is the laughter and the amount of food we stomached. japanese for lunch. then fruits and jelly. then Thai Express. then NYDC. then...more japanese. then cherries. i wish i could breathe!
I don't think i've eaten this much since forever. hahha, and without the nagging guilty feeling. i think we should all stop treating food like the enemy, for those who do. CURSES. food is like magiccc...
i mean, seriously. really.
screw you.twisted taste: too much to handle
Mood music: smoke and mirrors by skye sweetnam
*shy that way
