Wednesday, August 31, 2005
fallen through
seeps in underneath the doorsinks in and stains the floori don't know what to feel.and i'm holding on by the last thread.easy as. not so. complicated-i reckon. it seemed like a simple equation. it is. so, did i just make it more complicated? i think so. why did i do that. I must really care about what they think. no-i don't. yes-i do. dammit.
i can't. so i won't.twisted taste: water
Mood music:fallen through- skye sweetnam
*shy that way
Monday, August 29, 2005
there's a feeling that's come over meyou're the only one that leaves mecompletely breathlessdon't need to wonder whycould it be that it's true that it's you.
happpppy birthdayyyy miccccchhh!I LOVE YOUUUUU=) i hope you enjoyed your day.=)
twisted taste: nothing
Mood music: you get me-michelle branch
*shy that way
Sunday, August 28, 2005
i like you
i like the way we both laugh at the silliest things
and it makes no sense to anyone
but us
and i like it that way
but baby, don't you break my heart
slow.twisted taste: spaghetti!
Mood music: one year, six months-yellowcard
*shy that way
Saturday, August 27, 2005
timestwo
vic is a happy happy happy girl!=) last night was incredible. no-not that we won (who needs to win anyway?=P) but because everything fell into place like a perfect jigsaw should! lets see. i got tons of big fat hugs from all my friends and lots of love from everyone else. it was awesome. and TimesTwo did goood!=) i didn't LOOK nervous and as usual, mich did her magic on her guitar! (credit goes to Art too!) you know, you may have the most expensive guitar and the most amazing clothes but nothing, nothing beats the love you get from an experience like this. i heart you mich!=) and to HOTTY-well, the remaining 3 anyways, LOVE YOU GUYS! seriousssly.
adelle and i walked home from Hungry Jack's. it was so funny. 'superman' and 'excuse me mr birdie' were the songs of the day! HAHA. written, obviously, by vic.=P. and all extra laughter from adelle. thankyouverymuch. it was so funny. and OMG, LL THOSE PHOTOGRAPHS. adelle-they should be BURNT!=P. hehhh.
and to my bigg sister.i love you tonstonstons. *bigg hugggggg*
twisted taste: nothing
Mood music: the happy song playing in my heart sprinkled with sunshine and love!
*shy that way
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
dont say goodbye
i miss you.baby don't say goodbye
baby just close your eyes
and dream
tomorrow's on its way
there's no easy way to say goodbye
so baby, just say goodnight.
i'm still missing you after all.twisted taste: chocolate hazelnut tart
Mood music: say goodnight-the click five
*shy that way
dont turn away
the moment i seemed to break through
i recoiled and i felt like pulling away
it's easier to remain unhaunted by this
but everything seems easier when i see your face
it's unfair to be the only one falling
when picture perfect would be both as one
unscathed because nothing has happened
but it all begins when i've decided it's over and done
like it's a secret mission you take joy in achieving
even if the one at stake is a beating heart
i'd hate to love to hate you with every breath
if i get my way then it's time we reversed our parts
i'd love for you to hurt like i do
i'd love for you to feel this pain too
i'd love for you to want me badly soon
i'd love for you to love me, love me true.
finally got through to william angliss, and went for my first lesson! it was pretty stupid coz we had like ONE whisk...ONE knife and ONE everything. which sucked big time since we spent half the time trying to catch up or waiting around for someone else to finish using the utensils. but the cakes turned out good. nono, tarts! my tangy zingy absolutely yummy french lemon tart. =)
twisted taste: french lemon tart
Mood music: nothing
*shy that way
bitchbitchwich.
i haven't had maccas breakfast in SO long and i almost forgot how YUMMY it is. yes, do tell me about the calories and oil another day thanks.especially since i've just wolfed down 3 slices of american carrot cake. i love american carrot cake. YUM=)
school was allright-hoi was hilariously fun! talk about sexually active dreams and sigmund freud. i think we spent more of the lesson trying to be more sexually 'creative' than actually finding true meaning behind those surrealists' paintings. but it was SO FUNNY.hoi rocks my green monkey socks
i hope the call to william angliss gets through tomorrow.i need to go for class
desperately.wheee.pastry!and how much are those shoes in the window?twisted taste: american carrot cake.
Mood music: goodbye again-vertical horizon
*shy that way
Sunday, August 21, 2005
You can't turn off, that you're deadYou just deal with (you just deal with it) itThought I was dreamingMy heart stopped beatingBut I've got this feelingThat I was put here for youI’ve got a secretBut you won’t believe itBut I've got this feelingThat I was put here for youpms kicking in on overdrive. i think the bitch i met today was going through pms too.and that old man. and and and. ahhh eff it.
twisted taste: american carrot cake
Mood music: this photograph is proof-taking back sunday
*shy that way
Friday, August 19, 2005
friends
ahhhh. hoi was due today, not that it bugged me or anything since i've already finished mine. i still can't get over it. hmm.
i know i should. but! it's so hard. and i wish you'd understand when i tell you things.but it's often alot easier to form judgements. whoopdeedoo.
i had fun just now, at brian's place! hahha siling, liz and i were dancing and singing silly girly songs.
i'm a barbie girl...in a barbie world. and the guys obviously loved it! *laughs* haha, only evan was game enough to dance, then he and ryan did some dirty dancing grinding nonsense. me and siling looked so much better doing it. hehe. and brian tried to agogo dance.lol. it was downright hilarious. talk about cheapskate clubbers.=)
i had fun. and for once, i didn't feel guilty. or judged. simple fun. ahhh.i miss
hotty.
twisted taste: raisin bread!
Mood music: some avenged sevenfold songgg
*shy that way
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
maybe i should hate you for this
the truth,
is you could slit my throat
and with my one last gasping breath
i apologize for bleeding on your shirt
had pracxtical today, apparently, not as terrible as i thought it would be. i actually enjoyed it, apart from the bit where i wanted to break out of my skin and run out of the lab from thirst. but it was fun. amelea was my lab partner! we make a good pair! whee.
had drama practice again, and it's totally coming together, everyone's a little closer, and happier! which is good. because it's like you always need chemistry...sorta. hahaha. anyway! i'm going to get more WATER. be good.
twisted taste: fried rice!=)
Mood music: you're so last summer- taking back sunday
*shy that way
Monday, August 15, 2005
i would still die for you
i am not sure. *
contemplative look* i'm really not sure. what if whatever this is, is just a result from the expectation that i've placed upon myself in the guise of what other people perceive it as. maaaan.
confused
, confused.
twisted taste: pastaaaa!
Mood music:car underwater- armor for sleep
*shy that way
Sunday, August 14, 2005
pop princess
went shopping alone today. it feels good to have a huge burden lifted off my shoulders. and i like it. i love this feeling of being free.=) and i bought stuff today.love my new stuff. as usual. i didnt mind shopping alone. nice salespeople and it was overall, fun. =)
thanks nise for introducing me to the click five. they are sooo gooood. popppy and punky and.rockish. AHHH.ehheeh great jumping arnd and smiling and waving pomspoms!=) i miss my ribbon twirler.
i miss home.
twisted taste: tuna sandwich
Mood music:pop princess- the click five
*shy that way
Saturday, August 13, 2005
BEP
you better shape up, coz i need a manand my heart is set on yousaturday! hello saturday! you're bright and sunny.and i wish i was at the beach, and i could admire all your beauty as you smile upon me. but i'm stuck at home doing HOI.
determination vic, determination.There are nice movies on teevee this weekend. can't wait. i watched Grease last night. i cannot believe it is THAT cheesy, even though i've watched it before. but, it made me happy!=)
and i'm hopelessly devoted to youuu.twisted taste: fried rice
Mood music: dum diddy-black eyed peas
*shy that way
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
behind these hazel eyes
what never started, cannot be over.we'll wait for time to heal, and start overyes, we shall.=)twisted taste: stuff
Mood music:behind these hazel eyes- the corrs
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Monday, August 08, 2005
nationalday eve
My hopes are so high,that your kiss might kill me.So won't you kill me,so I die happy.My heart is yours to fill or burst,to break or bury,or wear as jewelery,which ever you prefer.but i'm chasing the ghost of a good thing. it's getting away from me again. oh well.
mnc lecture was cancelled today.i guess he heard me. he saved me from wondering when it might be over. saved me from that horrid sinking feeling. we just sat there in silence. though nothing was said, i know they'd always be there if i ever felt like falling. but i'm not.=) i'm still walking...and swinging. and happily singing!
//but i'll wait for spring. but spring didn't come
i'm stuck here and everything's haunting me.
like when it's supposed to be fine and happy
i feel bad for feeling unseemingly lost and unappreciative
but it's an emotion, hidden and it makes me contemplative
that i could just hide and be non-existent
what's another word for desperate?twisted taste: pasta
Mood music:ghost of a good thing-dashboard confessional
*shy that way
Sunday, August 07, 2005
yesterdayy
twisted and tangled and twisted and tangled.tangled and twisted and tangled and twisted.inside outoutside insomeone save me.//i am not sad.hahaha just complicatedd. i am not complicated. things are just-complicated!=)
*i don't want a conversation, i just want to cry in front of you.i don't want to talk about it.because...twisted taste: apple
Mood music:michelle's singing over the mike. hehh.
*shy that way
Friday, August 05, 2005
timestwo
TimesTwo is on a spree! We wrote new songs again. it's kinda indie-ish. Hah, it's probably because we decided to try out harmonies in minor keys. hee. lovin' it miccch!=)
then i helped her do her homework. lol. (yes, i love you too micch!)
oh well, soon we SHALL have an album. yay.=) i wish we could record the songs with BETTER quality. then it'll be fun-ner. But! it's good progress. i'm psyched.
Friday again...tomorrow. drama groups and media essays. can you say eew? i HATE essay writing. i am uninspired of late. someone please inspire me.=) it's highly in demand for song writing.
Cupcake's birthday is tomorrow. HAPPY BBIRTHDAY EVE CUPCAKE! i miss you. wish i could be there for your party. swankyswanky stuff hey=)
twisted taste:50cent maccas icecream
mood music: midnight-TimesTwo
*shy that way
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
birthdaaay
i could go on about what i did for my birthday. what i've learnt...felt..experienced. but i don't think there's a need to. i need to let HOTTY know. i love them so so mucch. i need to let meow and nisa know. i love you guys for being there. through everything. i need to let my da jie know. i love her LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE her. SO SO SO MUCHHH. i could cry. and i need to let my mom, dad and lil sis know. i miss them so damn much i teared on the tram missing them. i miss you mommmy.
twisted taste: nothingg
Mood music:take it from here- justin timberlake
*shy that way