Monday, February 27, 2006
maybe, baby
hahah im in a happpy mood.=)
I DON'T KNOW WHY.
maybe it's because i had a yummyy different dinner:quinoa,sausages, corn&spinach salad (i LOVED it!! hee!)
or maybe it's the yummy snack i just had with my dajie:tamari&seaweed crackers with avocado dip/pimpkin dip
or maybe it's the yummy scorched almonds with chocolate i had today
or maybe it's the gummybears
or maybe it's the new stationary...the pink file and the colorful folders and my 20cent notebooks!with plain pages so i can doooodle
or maybe it's just the right moon alignment
or maybe it's coz the trams were working totally fine today
or maybe, maybe, maybe baby.=)
whoooopdeedoo.
twisted taste: rice crackers with pumpkin dip(oh-so-yummmyyyy)
Mood music:run it-chris brown
*shy that way
Sunday, February 26, 2006
phonecalls&emails
happyhappyhappy.
todays a fun day.
it was a tram&buss adventure for me and my trusty partner, ADELLE!
i've been spending almost everyday with adelle! haha we're making up for lost time since she was back in malaysia with ED and we didn't get to meet up for two months.
anyways, today has been an utterly random day. random trip to rathdowne street. random meeting with mich at boba pearl-mind you, it wasn't planned. I suggested asking mich along for lunch but delle said that she was prolly with her church friends. which was true but we ended up having lunch with her in the end. how, you ask? wellll, we met her at boba pearl and funny enough, we got seats next to her so yes, lunch with mich.=)
anyways, as i was saying about the randomness...
random baking session, random singing really loudly, random chatting online with josh, random cat nap, random phonecall with ryan, random random random. i'm supposed to have a random sleepover with adelle. but she has randomly disappeared-againn!!
twisted taste:the random cake that i baked.
Mood music: yue qu-jay chou
*shy that way
Saturday, February 25, 2006
its raining,it's pouring
you'll be with me
when we go our seperate ways
you'll still be the first one
in my dreams.
you know that i will always
take you with me
when i don't know where to go
know that you'll always be the answer
to questions i don't know.
but i need you
so i'll close my eyes
and dream about you.you get to me.
twisted taste: tuna sandwich
Mood music: seperate ways-jordan knight
*shy that way
Friday, February 24, 2006
36degrees
THIRTYSIXDEGREES.=(
it's too hot for me to handle. someone be kind enough to give me an airconditioner PLEASE (puppydog eyes) or maybe just grant me permission to move my bed to the lift lobby. it's aiconditioned there. i swear, if it continues this way, i will have to start sitting in the lift lobby and steal someone's wireless internet. spend my days there. lovely. you know, i am actually veryveryvery tempted to head on out to the beach now. get myself gelati and get fat and all ugly. sounds like a plan i would jump for. but! we've got guests. trust me. i am alot less excited than i sound. haa-not.
well, it was one of those good fun days again with adelle. bummed around at my place and laughed like silly at nothing. =) gooodfun. then headed to her place for a SWIM! whooopdeedooo. she never knew she had a pool til, say, a couple of months ago. after, say, staying there for 3/4s of a year! i know, adelle is amazing. heeheee. we met this funny old man in the erm, very little pool. okay, this is how our adventure to her pool went.
me: OMG! I CAN HEAR THE ECHOS! (coz the lap pool was enclosed in a greenhouse)
adelle: *huh??*
me: CAN you put my slippers at the door to stop the door from closing, i'm claustrophobic! (please note that the greenhouse is erm, made of glass)
hehe, so yes, thats how it started. then we took 20 minutes to get our asses into the pool. it was too cold. wahaha.
random daaaay.=) boys have cooties.=X
twisted taste:nothing
Mood music: i see you watching me-rouge traders
*shy that way
Thursday, February 23, 2006
new found glory
the same song plays over and over, but soon i won't remember anymore.you know, there's this whole concept about 'when one door closes, another opens' kinda thing. it's such a cliche statement but i remember a friend once telling me that it's really these cliches that truly capture the gist of a thought. i mean, there MUST be a reason why it became so widely used right?
so it got me thinking that maybe the theory only applies to like, people who are positive. i mean, there's always that whole 'glass half full/empty' thing too. Consider the fact that a person could be such a negative soul that they really don't want another door to open or, the hold on so tightly so the other can't close. then, the other door never opens. also! if a door closes and the person is so upset and beat up about it that they can't be bothered to look at thre other door then, for them, that door never opened.
okay, maybe it's just a case of overthinking. i've strayed away from that for awhile. i'm in a situation right now that overthinking could lead to fatalities (is there such a word?) and i suddenly realized that even though everything i see reminds me of what was a few months ago, and everything i hear makes me feel compelled to just let go of my mind and lose it, i don't feel sad anymore. maybe they were right when they said that ending it then would've been the biggest mistake ever. and now that my grip is slipping off the doorknob, i can finally listen to the same songs and feel a little better.
you're just too far away.twisted taste:water, ice cold waterrr..
Mood music:hei se mao yi-jay chou
*shy that way
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
while you were away
today was supposed to be the IT day. you know, they've got the IT girls, IT guys...and all that stuff. well, today was APPARENTLY the It day. orientation and all those things officially starts today. it was pretty fun albeit a tad disappointing. i guess i just had high hopes since i needed this badly to get on with moving on. it isn't really working. my mind strays back and it feels slightly incomplete, because i know that what i depend on, is no longer there for me. well, i know i'm fine and i'm coping pretty well, but you know something's slightly off when one of the main motivations for you to happily get through the day is when the clock strikes 1am. or somewhere around there. i'm not dependent-least i think i'm not. it's just a way of bringing you closer to me.
On a brighter note, i got myself accquainted with a couple of people and it was pretty alright though, things could've been so much better. first impressions don't count-they don't. i jusr felt too overdone today. brain fizzled. *SIGH* it's okay. tomorrow's a brand new day to start all over again.
so while you were away, this was all that happened. =)
twisted taste:gummybears
Mood music: run it-chris brown
*shy that way
Saturday, February 18, 2006
it's surreal as if i'm still half hanging, by the words...
ah screw it. nothing i say will change anything so i won't even bother.
we've done the worst possible things to each other. not like it matters anymore. one week. just one more week. god, then everything returns to seperation. to what it was awhile ago. to feeling real because the scars are there, like an angry reminder of what it was. and we'll forget how it felt like. aren't you glad?
six feet underground. but i won't fall for it this time.twisted taste:pasta!
Mood music: an hao-jay zhou
*shy that way
Sunday, February 12, 2006
i heard you
we've heard the fighting
you heard me
but we weren't listening
every other
little thing you say
and every minor
detail i've mentioned
we heard it
just casually forgotten
we've been here
once too many times
over and over
it's the same arguement
today and tomorrow
we never actually really listened.
i can't do this. twisted taste:lunch
Mood music: a little closer-vic and nise
*shy that way
Friday, February 10, 2006
lying honestly
what would you do
what would you say
if i told you my heart breaks in every way.ah. i have found a new 'i absolutely love you' band... CAFFEINE. but what is up with not having their EPs here in singapore or their albums for that matter. and you can forget about finding it in australia. grr.
thankgod for purevolume thougghhh. =)
it's dark out now. well, it's bright and early in the day but! the dark clouds are seriously gathering and there's that annoying kinda rain where it rains for like 10 minutes then stops. and half an hour later, it's here again. which is a real bother seeing that you can't ever be sure if you'll be caught in the tempremental weather.
ohhhh. thunder.=) i like.
twisted taste: lunch
Mood music:lying honestly- caffeine
*shy that way
Monday, February 06, 2006
there's a place...
there's a place where you feel a little calmer, a little closer to serenity, a little more.=)
that place has the beach with the bluest water i've ever seen, completely clear so you can see your toes buried in the sand as you make your way deeper into the water, just knowing you'll come out feeling better already.
that place has the most luvurious cushion-lined sofas. cushion covers lined with beads and threads of gold cover the beds and sofas.
that place isn't like anything they've told me about.=)
something about the way you looked at me
made me think for a moment that maybe we were meant to betwisted taste: nothingg
Mood music:one of these days-michelle branch
*shy that way
