Friday, July 21, 2006
friday
today's one of those days where you feel misplaced.
i feel misplaced. my thoughts are scattered and so's everything that i'm doing.
i keep tripping, hitting stuff by accident, spilling milk on the table...you roughly get the picture. i realllllyyy wanted to surprise you. but i screwed it up. and i feel slightly sad. and i slightly want to curl up under the blanket and cry.
it's not just the cake. i walked all around the city today and all around bridge rd, trying to find something to wear on my birthday and i couldn't even find a single item i fancied. how impossible is that? thanks keith and yx for accompanying me though.
twisted taste:the taste of my horrid chocolate cake
Mood music:emotionless-madonna
*shy that way
Monday, July 17, 2006
harrrypotter
im back. it's cold. it's glooomyyy. and harry potter's on! =)
all i need nowww is a mug of hot cocoa/chocolate and a big fluffy blanket. oh and maybe a sesame-oil&soy marinated chicken breast atop a bed of salad drizzled with vinaigrette.
ahhhhh. comfort foood. bring on the hugs and kisses!=)
lalalaa...
i miss my chicken rice.
twisted taste: nothinnng
Mood music:nothing, HP's on tv though.
*shy that way
Saturday, July 15, 2006
it was never meant to happen
i just felt like typing something here.
there's alot to say but there are so many thoughts all at once i can't quite keep up. the air feels heavy, like there's a secret to keep. silent like they are afraid to let slip. so what if the music is playing and the fan is making that swishing sound? it's unbearable.
you're not that far behind.
Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason
I feel so broken up
And I give up
I just want to tell you so you knowtwisted taste: dinner.
Mood music: sha hu hai-jay zhou
*shy that way
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
clearer
i jsut had the juiciest raisins from japan. haha sounds a bit ironic i know. ahha.
guess what! my world is so much clearer now. new perspective on things, my whole outlook has changed.haha im not going all psycho and spiritual on you now. brace yourself! I GOT CONTACT LENSES. hahaha bet you didnt even know i needed specs huh! LOL. ohwell i do. but only for my right eye. coz the left eye's perfect. the oddity of it all huh.=P ohwells. what a new feeeeling.
oooh. i learn fast too. it took me abt 5 minutes to learn to get them on and off. lalalala...
did you know that geminis-in-venus contain a whole lot of random information? and they're skilled teases! LOL.
twisted taste: dinnerr
Mood music: beautiful soul-jesse mccartney
*shy that way
Monday, July 10, 2006
closer
Feeling a little strange. when things happen so fast, it seems surreal more than anything. thankful for many things the past few days have brought albeit sad. definitely. bittersweet perhaps. everyone's heaps closer, we've got inside jokes and our own little thread thats got us held tightly together, and it only made us closer this time round. and it makes you wonder if it takes something this major to bring us altogether, where the only comfort we have, is knowing we're together. as a family.
in a way, i was thankful i didn't get any signal on my phone. or that mingyang's com was screwed up. because i wouldn't have gotten so close if these things were there. and now i love them. =)
and for a moment, i felt like they were all i needed. and that's why they're your family.twisted taste:nothing
Mood music:i've got you-McFly
*shy that way
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
too close for comfort
It feels wrong. slightly wrong. you know it's right but at the back of your mind it feels wrong. scary. like an open wound. there's always fear of touching it for fear it might bleed or sting. it's like, approach with caution. i don't feel too good.
I feel like standing up, near the window and screaming. *frowns
It's not fair. Why now.=(
twisted taste: raisin bread
Mood music:tu ran lei le- JJ
*shy that way
Monday, July 03, 2006
fascination
it was fascination. and my fascination turned to love.
twisted taste: icecream
Mood music:fascination- kem
*shy that way
